Reality vs Adventure

It probably is a prototype. At first glance, it definitely has GI Joe feel all over it, but mostly does resemble Top Gun. Looks like he is going for a patriotic theme. I hope he sticks to something that comes natural and not try to overdue it which could be a turn off. I like 'Forward' though. Cause we need to just keep on moving on and forget about left and right, which is dragging us all down backwards to the 12th century. I also wonder what animal he would go with. What's a cross between an elephant and a donkey?

The far reich wing is ugly indeed. I think Madison Cawthorn's parents raised him to be a monster as well as all parents of everyone in the GOP. Shame on them all. You sound like China and N. Korea with your demasculinity talk. Are you gonna propose to ban any demasculine or effeminate men from entertainment? Is that the direction you want to go? You are a sitting congressman telling parents to raise their sons to be monsters. So you want toxic masculinity and rapists/murderers/thugs/abusers/ and everything a monster does? Shame on you. Shame on the U.S. congress. Shame on the GOP.

I like the cold. I love the snow. I like wearing coats. I never even use a heater. What's that? La Nina is making the pacific ocean water colder this year, so that means in the south USA, it's gonna be warm and dry. Nice boring winter to look forward to. I'll be wearing a t-shirt in January.

Yang's logo is out and the slogan "Forward." I actually like that; it is a clever name for a third party. Not right or left but forward. But...the logo is being mocked by looking similar to GI Joe and Top Gun. I am a GI Joe fan and collector so I had a huge laugh with this:

That is the direction these republicans Consciously Want to take this country and is using all government's resources to make it happen legally so as to favor and sway public opinion. If it's legal, then it can't be bad-right??? They have become the mob party with their tiki torches, violence, and confederate flags. They are now attacking teachers and students. They give public speeches at high schools to indoctrinate the youth. We are witnessing a Hitler do over invasion. Sound far fetched? Sound extreme? That's because it is. Sound like a lie? Paranoia? Conspiracy? Not when the government is being used to pass into law where you can't even talk about amendments to the U.S. constitution in schools. That's right. Some schools can't teach the 13th, 14th, 15th, and 19th amendments which include women's suffrage, abolish slavery, citizenship to those born in the USA, and voting rights. Yep, they don't want students to learn about that in schools or you can get fired for it. So conspiracy? Paranoia? Nope...this is where it all begins. It's the groundwork for a political party all out for dictatorship and white supremacy. And when you have those two tied together having all power, then genocide happens.

The American education system has lost the plot. Why is this recording so important about books on the Holocaust? First of all, these are things schools are advocating that just happened to be caught on a recording; and is due to the new bill in Texas and other states across the country; but Texas has become the worst. Has our education now lost the plot? Has attacking critical race theory left schools teaching ideas that are pro slavery, pro genocide, pro bigotry since they think historical facts are an offense to others beliefs? This video sums it up a bit.

I hope you don't lose brain cells reading this. I'll try to be clear so your head won't explode. Oh screw it. WARNING-You will get dumber if you keep reading... With the Florida governor defying vaccine mandates/mask mandates and suing schools that are following Biden's mandate, well now instead of actually protecting students a school is now making kids quarantine at home for 30 days if they get vaccinated. Let me repeat...kids that get vaccinated have to quarantine for 30 days at home. And they are telling the parents to hold off on getting their kids vaccinated till the summer so that they can make sure the kids are symptom free when out of school for the summer. Ummm. The summer??? 8 months away? Fuck off Florida. Just sink into the ocean. I guess they think getting the vaccine will give them contagious Covid. Thank you for dumbing us all down. So they don't listen to sciences, but are making something like this up. Texas and Florida at one point were trying to hide information from parents if a kid in their school was exposed to Covid. Oh, but vaccinations are treated with more care than kids who possibly can get exposed without being vaccinated. Have I said Fuck You Florida yet? And DeSantis can go fuck himself in hell too. I'm done with these quacks. We need to spank the fuck out of these adults now. The tolerant left is over. This level of stupid can't be tolerated. And a 'far reich wing' politician Bob Good, gave a speech to grade school students and told them to defy mask mandates because if everyone defied it then they won't be able to enforce it. You are a politician telling students to put people's lives at risk? You selfish pricks. He might have killed some students if they were dumb enough to listen to him. God damn idiot. For future reference, if there is ever a pandemic, make sure no republican in the world has any power. Bye world; America is gone bye bye. There's gonna be some brutal violence coming. USA entered the dark ages. Not many will make it out. Bye bye.

We like to believe it is about the character to keep our sanity, while at the same time we take it personal if we get shot. How many of us sit there and think, "don't hurt the character! Stop it!" No; in every fight we make it about ourselves. Maybe we can separate that personalization while in a cut scene and remember our place that it's about the characters. But then all of a sudden a fight breaks out, and you are given control of the character again to fight, and it immediately becomes about ourselves again. That's the way of gaming. Physically controlling the character adds personalization, while the story adds characterization. We are stuck in two worlds simultaneously believing it is about us and them.

For example: you have a save file from a game and the save file is tied to a game with update 2.0. Your save file is 2.0. You uninstall the game... You reinstall...there is an update 3.0 you MUST update before it downloads any save file. It won't give you a choice; believe me. The game now won't read your 2.0 save file Maybe turn off network before reinstalling in case there is some update. Now the problem occurs if your save file is 2.0 and the original disc install is version 1.0. It will say to update the game to read the save file It will work just fine if there was no other update but the 2.0 Let's say update 3.0 is out on the game after you uninstalled it Your save file is 2.0 and the disc is 1.0 You are forced to update to read your 2.0 save file, but it updates the latest version of 3.0 Your save file 2.0 won't work on the 3.0

Careful though. A problem I keep finding for save files, is that they are rendered useless if a game has a new update. Your save file won't be updated and won't work unless the game stays on the system or if the game has had no new updates once it was uninstalled. Not sure if the save file stays updated if saved in PS+. It actually may be a better choice. Do not depend on an external storage or let it just sit in the system. Game updates are a b***h and a half.

There are some games that are pretty good like AC Odyssey and God of War 3, but I can't think of one that I consider very satisfying. I think games that might have that satisfaction is if I was greatly challenged. But games like that tend to be too hard to enjoy such as Bloodborne and Sekiro. Surprisingly, I really liked the combat in Hellblade. I wish the game had a lot more of combat and less puzzles.

That all depends on what motivation I want. Sometimes I want to fight, sometimes explore, sometimes mayhem. Now that I think on it, I'm mostly exploration motivated. But I like to have a point of interest to work my way towards. And usually I find things along the way that was unexpected. I find when I try to make things happen, they just don't go as planned and I get frustrated. I like it when fate of the game gods take over without me trying to force things to happen.

A lot of story driven games are like that, but what else can they do as far as gameplay when it is 99% story based? If they spent more attention on gameplay, then it will become a regular FPS game, then evolve into a sandbox. A game without it being story based I would hold more accountability for gameplay, but it's still possible to enjoy the game if it sucks. It'll just be rushed a bit. And that doesn't give any green light for poor gameplay. I expect nothing less than 100% effort in smooth gameplay.

TLOU 1 & 2 Layers of Fear 1 & 2 The Walking Dead 1 Ghost of Tsushima

Update: Texas superintendent apologizes to district for the comment made about how books on the Holocaust needs books of opposing views and different perspectives. "We recognize there are not two sides of the Holocaust" Of course there aren't two sides to the Holocaust and the person who insinuated that should be fired. As of now, there is no consequence. That is no surprise either. Blacks are getting fired for people's accusations while actual recordings of bigotry goes unpunished. And none of this would have been brought into the open without someone secretly recording it. https://www.axios.com/texas-opposing-holocaust-superintendent-49e42b0b-e67c-42d0-91be-5c87dba83523.html

There are a lot of accusations going around about critical race theory being pushed by teachers and principles and other administrative staff, who just happen to be black and are losing their jobs without any evidence of it. So recording staff in school can benefit both sides as proof of CRT as well in case of malcontent, racism, or pushing white supremacy. There are two separate occasions of secret recordings, both happen to be in Texas after the new anti CRT bills have been passed, where school staff has said some extremely controversial things. A teacher was recorded using the 'N' word and trying to teach students racist rhetoric. The teacher was asking them why can't a white person say the 'N' word if they call each other it all the time. And why isn't there a white history month. So, who is pushing CRT exactly??? Another secret recording was from a school administrator in a meeting said that if teachers teach about the Holocaust, then they also need to teach 'opposing views of the Holocaust.' Gina Peddy said, "Make sure that if, if you have a book on the Holocaust, that you have one that has an opposing, that has other perspectives." Other perspectives? Books with opposing views? So if you have a historical book about the holocaust, you also need a book that promotes the holocaust? Is that the other perspective? Is this the new anti CRT where it's now ok to push pro Nazi crap as the 'other perspective'??? I wonder what all school staff is saying that doesn't go recorded, especially in the more white dominant schools. So I implore all to secretly record all staffers in the school system.

It's easy for governments to attack the gaming community because it's generally young adults and children. They wouldn't dare limit hours if the general population engaged in gaming. I think the motivation is to free up the satellites along with making a facial recognition database and profile of people. People get addicted to tv and just surfing the internet and their social media. With their population size, we will see what future laws they pass limiting internet usage. Right now the easy thing to do is target young people and gaming. I imagine the facial recognition will eventually be used for anyone with a computer and tv. They will keep tightening the ropes little by little as it gets more and more accepted.

Separate key for the door? Man, times have changed. I can picture you now at the store jimmying the door. Chirp chirp goes the popo lol. I think the lock and the ac is gonna run over $500. Are you going to a dealership or different shop, cause that will have an impact on price too. You gotta put your foot down and only drive it yourself. That will save any heartache.

Just as much an easy gain as it is a loss. But if you can gamble your wife away, then by all means do it.

Even if you wanted something positive, it could be a negative for others. My mother unraised her children by working the night shift and college trying to reach success at the sacrifice of her children. I grew up with no parents. My dad was overseas in the military. We all lived in Okinawa at one point. But those two never should have had children. So I stand firm by trying to do something positive can have stronger regrets than not doing it.

College/university/same thing. I wonder what shaped all our beliefs. Do any of us have any freedom of mind??? Are all our beliefs pressured by someone or something? Have we grown into any personal beliefs that our brains composed itself? I ask you brain, do I have beliefs? Free beliefs? *%%$@@# Uh, why yes ^^%$#))*YR Ok brain, how did I get them? &&^#*^ experience ^&($#i and failures &*(&%%$#$ So that means I didn't learn for myself. Learning from failure isn't something on my own. It involves the environment. Is there anything I developed alone? Can you answer my brain? %^%&% you are off topic ^&*^*%&$ I hear static ^*&%&$^$*( Well fuck you too you incompetent brain. People are usually afraid to challenge others' beliefs. I haven't really been challenged, mostly discriminated. People never want to listen. Then years later they realize things I've said. By then I'm talking about other things. I used to be into nutrition before alcoholism. People never wanted to listen about my rants. Monsanto and all kinds of other stuff. People don't give a shit. So time passes and nothing changes. Then when they finally see the light, I've already accepted defeat and the evil ways of humanity. What hurts is that when someone tries to share information on something I told them in the past. And I know they just never cared or even listened. And when they tell me their renewed info from a doctor or some professional, I laugh inside, but burst in shock on the outside. What can a man do? Nazis run rampant and want to genocide all non whites, and they are in my government. In the future, I'll be taking my own life before they get me; and I'll say I told you so in a blood splattered message. I actually would like someone to challenge my beliefs. I do have a few I would like to share. But I'm tired of always being the only one while others are a bunch of bitches. So you all first.

Fun or wisdom young or old lasting memories or fantasies When all the fun is done then what? When all the books are read, then what?

Artists need a lot of balance. I used to be one and it gets crazy. At one point I couldn't walk anywhere because drawings and supplies were all over the floor. I prefer simplicity. Art requires a filling of the well. 'Fill the well' phrase from The Artist's Way. I live in the middle of nature and I'm surprised I haven't picked up art again. I fantasize about it, being that guy with an easel drinking wine. But...Damn I need to try it one last time. But I'm scared of the insanity that ensues. It becomes an obsession. I don't want anymore attachments. I probably don't even have the mind for the level of detail anymore. I have to try one last time...I can't; you can't. you can't. I have to man...why you stopping me? I'm not stopping you, I'm trying to help...Like last time? That was a different time...What makes this any different? Because you have grown. Just try one little drawing...But I shake now. You always did...I don't have supplies. You never did... Yes I did. No, you carved life with your own hands...That doesn't make sense. Art never did...I can't. You already are...But...But what?Shit...

Moral values according to who? Morality is easily up for auction in public opinion. The bigot hits the table-going once...dude picks a nose...sold to the gold digger!!!

Mobile what? Phone or RV? Give me a backpack like a Gi Joe with everything I need for any environment. I would leave this life in a heartbeat if I had a place to declare no man's land. It will be a new country and a full one man military.