The Blackangel

My baby is too friendly and sweet to lash out at anyone. The only time she has ever even growled is at our bulldog puppy. The puppy is currently teething and chewing on everything she can find, which includes our other dogs. The only thing she is aggressive about is moving my arms and legs out of the way so she can climb up on me. She doesn't ask for attention, she demands and takes it. But I wouldn't have it any other way though.

I'm just numb. If I ever feel anything at all, it's always anger.

So many games it's just a 3 letter word about so many elements of the game. Why?

The Antagonist from Hatred. We have the same outlook and feeling towards the human race.

I just want something original and unique instead of another damn sequel.

It can get annoying, but I really don't have a big problem. It gives me a moment to grab a drink or a quick bite of whatever I have handy.

Sometimes it actually is the game. For example the other day I was ambushed in RDR2 and the game wouldn't let me dismount my horse or move. I ended up getting killed because I had no way of taking cover or moving out of the way from the bullets. That one was entirely the game. I was more than pissed from that bullshit. If I had had the option of taking cover or riding anywhere to make them have a harder time hitting me, then it would have been different.

I'll most likely be dead in 20 years. But in the slim chance that I'm still alive, I would like to see a return to the old days in terms of games. Some wild ideas that have never been thought up before. Like they did during the NES era.

If the games didn't add anything to the cost, and were free, then why not? I'll just get rid of the games and recoup some of the cost of the system.

All the damn time. I try to do something in RDR2, and end up doing that quick shot shit and fuck everything up.

Being that since I'm on disability and have nothing but empty time, it's a necessity. I have to have something to fill that time or I would end up losing my mind. If I have nothing to occupy my hands and eyes, then I start having panic attacks.

Third person is my favorite. The controls are more natural in relation to how the character moves. I hate first person. The movement and limited view of the surrounding area is nothing but a hindrance.

I have to give my vote to the PS2. I love the way it looked.

As much as I hate to say it, Nintendo sucks. They have been in a steady decline since N64 in both terms of game quality, and business practice. I used to be a die hard Nintendo fan. But since the Game Cube, they have just been playing five finger filet with a broadsword. It's just sad.

The Ouija Experiment 3/10

Enjoy a roller coaster. They go so high that I'm absolutely terrified, and have my eyes shut the whole time and end up missing the entire ride. I'm absolutely terrified of heights. There's a zoo in KC that has a wood bridge that you have to cross to see a lot of the animals. I tried crossing it and got about 10' out and beyond panicked. I had a death grip on one of the supports, and it took 6 other adults to get me back on to the ground off the bridge. I take sedatives every time I have to fly. Usually one of my Ambien and a melatonin. The melatonin puts me out and the Ambien keeps me out. So luckily I miss the flight while we're in the air. When I fly to Seattle next year, I know I'm going to need it. That's going to be one long miserable 7 hours. Hopefully I'll miss the majority of it before I wake up. If it's a short flight I usually put in my earbuds, put my head down, and concentrate on music. But a worse fear for me is my trypophobia. That's a fear of tiny holes in large groups. It's infinitely worse than my fear of heights. It's so severe for me, that it's potentially lethal. Pictures or seeing something like that firsthand, can kill me. For me though, it also includes bumps as they look like holes to me. That's why it's been recommended that I never play TLOU. There's some monster or whatever in the game that is all covered in bumps that would trigger the phobia. It sucks, because otherwise the game looks like something I would love.

Coincidentally enough I got a spicy chicken sandwich from McDonalds once and while I ordered no mayo, they put it on there anyway. Whatever. So I took a bite and the mayo tasted super funky. I went back in and it turned out that the mayo they were using was 2 months spoiled. The health department was on them like flies on shit. The entire store was fired and restaffed. They tore the building down, and rebuilt it. It was insane. Now I only order chicken nuggets made fresh and fries when I go there.

Well a fork could make soup rather difficult at times. But a spoon would make trying to hold your meat and cut it rather difficult. I think I would give up the spoon. While I love soup, I tend to use bread to eat the broth more than anything else.

Some of us are genuinely not friendly. I don't post particularly mean spirited posts here, but if you ask around you will find that I'm not particularly popular. Some people have no filter, and just look for someone to bully and/or abuse. I don't have the energy or time for that. It's boring and pointless to me. Maybe they're just an all around asshole. You're always going to find people who are at a forum for reasons other than what the forum was designed for. I've been here almost from the start, and while the staff may have caught it before I saw it, I would be willing to bet that there has been at least one person who has come here looking for a blowjob while they play Mario. You just need a thick skin, and know when it's more toxic than you're willing to deal with. Everyone's toxicity meter is different. When your meter goes into the red, it's time to leave that shit behind.

I eat a hell of a lot more fried food than baked, so I would give up the oven. I'm a sodaholic. I drink more than a 2-litre of diet Pepsi every day. I also drink more than a litre of Fiji water, and a lot of iced tea. I couldn't live off of only water.

My pets. Specifically either my pitbull or my rats. My pitbull always knows when I'm having a rough time. And no matter what the issue is, no matter how bad it is, all I have to do is hold her and the whole world is right again. She means everything to me.

I'm going to throw my fear of the water aside for this one. I agree this would be tough. Sailing would be great because you could go anywhere in the world as long as you have your passport ready. If you're not allergic to seafood, you would have an endless supply of food. If you know how to purify your own water, you could have an endless supply there. So that's a plus. But an RV would be great because you could see so many things that are land locked and you don't have to worry about a hotel. So if I was forced to choose I would have to go with the RV. If I remember right, there was someone here who actually does live in an RV, but off the top of my head, I don't remember who it was. So if they reply, that could give everyone a much better insight to a decision.

The unspoken word is always louder than the spoken one. Body language will tell people more than your voice, and your eyes say even more than that. So I would much rather lose the ability to speak. I don't say a lot anyway, as I don't have anyone to really talk to. As for the phone, there is this neat new thing called texting. Drive throughs like at McDonalds would be useless, but that's a small price to pay. I like Subway better anyway.

One that always got me was someone saying "It's not the worst thing in the world" when you're facing a personal crisis. I say "You're right. It's not the worst thing in the wrold. BUT IT'S THE WORST THING IN MY FUCKING WORLD RIGHT GOD DAMN NOW!" Telling someone that is actually a toxic statement that will only make things worse. It's saying they're overreacting which will make them feel guilty and that their emotions are invalid. It only harms someone to tell them that.