The Blackangel

I wish I could say I’m surprised. Racism and stupidity are the preferred lessons, whereas intelligence and acceptance are shunned. This is simply a replay of the 20’s from 100 years ago. Killing a nonwhite person, especially blacks, was more or less the national pastime. I’ve seen pictures from back then of smiling white men around a black man hanging from a tree branch, and another if a little girl smiling ear to ear at a black man hanging. I’m willing to go out on a limb and say there is more than one side to the Holocaust. But it must be said that there’s only one side that matters. Talk to any Jew, and you will have found the only side that matters. Everything else is nothing but racist bullshit.

The only game I really play where I can name anything is RDR2, and that's just the horses that I can name. Depending on the horse, I try to name it something that would relate to its breed and coat. I've named a few of them after bulls from the PBRA. I just get different horse names from all different thoughts that go on in this twisted mind of mine.

My first system was a Colecovision, but then the NES hit the market, and I desperately wanted one. After that I was hooked by Nintendo. I was loyal to them up through the N64. I hated the Game Cube and Wii both. I never owned a Virtual Boy, and never even bothered to waste my time on a Wii U. But despite branching out to other systems, I'm still mainly a Nintendo fan.

A quick list right off the top of my head: Zelda OoT Castlevania SOTN FF8 The Legend Of Zelda (first title on NES) Q*Bert Conker's Bad Fur Day Mario 64 1080 Snowboarding Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice Layers Of Fear: Legacy Dante's Inferno God Of War (entire series prior to PS4, but especially Chains Of Olympus) RDR2 Tell Me Why Life Is Strange

None. I would put an end to thins abomination shit.

For the most part I always shot right handed, whether I was hunting or just shooting at a target. So I tend to prefer a right handed trigger as It's more natural to me. Don't get me wrong, I can shoot almost as good left handed as I can right handed. But when I pick up a rifle, I always instinctively put my right hand on the trigger.

The first time I remember seeing Rockstar was DKC, and the graphics were mind blowing. Graphics like that were rare for a SNES game.

I know a guy who's a family friend that runs a shop here in town that specializes in classic cars, motorcycles, and ATV's. They will cut me a good deal since they're friends. His wife is also who I go to to get waxed. So it shouldn't cost an arm and a leg. I don't expect it to be free or anything like that, but either way, I'll pay what they charge.

Yeah, none of it is a major issue. I just want the AC/heat checked out because when I tried to put the AC on, it just blew hot air. Thus, my window was down the whole way home. But I have gotten too modernized. I've gotten so used to cars having a single key that functions as both a door and ignition key, that I forgot that older GM vehicles had a separate door and ignition key and forgot to ask for the door key when I bought the car. All I have at the moment is the ignition keys. So I'm gonna have to use my slim jim to get the door open in order to drive it to the shop. But the guys there are really good, so I know they could put in new key locks for the doors for me. I'm not sure what that would cost, but I know they can do it. My girl however, is pissed at me though. She wants to take it to work when it's all licensed and good to go, but NOBODY DRIVES MY BABY BUT ME.

I would kill for Nintendo to get a port of it for Switch. I'm not the biggest fan of modern games, but RDR2 is one that got its hooks in me quick. I go for days long binges all the time where I do two things. Play RDR2 and sleep. Not. Much. Else.

Until I start shitting quarters and wiping my ass with $100 bills, something like this isn't in any way an option. Hell, it's not even an actual desire for me. I can spend that money on a lot better stuff that I would actually enjoy. But, if I was going to buy something that was made of gold, and completely pointless serving no special use, I would buy the gold Zippo to add to my collection. But I already took out 2 loans to buy my car, so I have to pay them off before I could consider ever blowing money like that.

It's the dark half of the year. The days are short, the nights are long.

How do I either disable or block the ad that keeps sliding out on the side of the screen every time I click a link? I can't go from one thread to another without having to close the ad every single time. It's annoying as hell, and keeping me from being able to spend as much time as normal responding to posts, because I have to keep closing the damn thing.

Darkness. The light side is my enemy in more ways than I will get into. The darker it is, the better. If it's pitch black to the point that you can't see your hand 3" in front of your face, it's still too bright.

We got home at about midnight last night. I’m still worn the hell out. It will be a bit before I’m back at my normal pace. Driving from northern Indiana to mid Missouri in one shot wore my ass out. When I get the strength back, I’ll post some pics. I won’t show my face, because I don’t want it online. But until then, you just have to enjoy the pics already posted. There are a few things that have to be fixed before it will pass inspection, but they’re nothing big. Tail light, horn, seat belt, etc. I’m going to have the A/C checked out because it doesn’t work. I had to have my window down while doing 70 down the damn interstate. If I hadn’t had so much shit with me, I would have just popped the tops off instead. For those who don’t know what that means, the car is a T-top (google it).

Our flight is delayed due to the weather in Chicago. We’re sitting here at the airport, ready to board, but it’s stormy in Chicago. So we have to sit here and wait. But as long as I’m driving home in my car tomorrow, I can deal with it.

They called. I’ll spare you the details, but we’re heading out there this weekend. Hopefully.

I’m starting to wonder if I got any kind of deal. There’s nothing but radio silence on their end. Two days before we fly out and I can’t get a fucking thing. Does no one on this god damn planet have the slightest shred of fucking integrity? I’m so tensed up that I’m about to puke. What the hell is wrong with people? Shit like this makes me fucking hate people even more. I’m ready to burn the whole god damn planet down. I know how to make napalm, and I WILL use it.

Well my day is fucked. Apparently my girl didn’t pay the city bill last month, so our fucking power got shut off about ten minutes ago. We’re also having plumbing problems so we’re for all intents and purposes fucking Amish. I am so far beyond pissed off right now that I just want to hurt someone. I want to inflict pain and damage upon a person. It doesn’t matter if I know them or not. I’ll leave them a $20 and a note telling “them thanks for the help.”

Foreign countries often pay more attention to American politics than Americans do. But they watch just for the comedy.

A third party would be more integral to our political system, as everything else is a 2/3 majority for something to pass. We have a system of checks and balances for a reason, but with only two parties, that 2/3's is not effective. It's not working, nor has it ever truly worked. We need a whole new system. We adopted our system by what the Romans used, and their empire crumbled due to their failed governmental system. We're seeing the same thing now, and we didn't last even 250 years. At least the Romans lasted for 1000 years.

My birthday has never been celebrated before, so it would be weird as hell if someone was to give me anything.

Would this be before or after I puke?

I never wanted kids, regardless of the age. I've always felt that I'm not mentally mature enough to take on a responsibility of that magnitude. I know there's no way I could take care of a child. So the kindest thing I could ever do for a kid is not have one.

Library. It's quiet, and relaxed. Also I'm not able to ride the rides. They're almost all roller coasters, and with my fear of heights, I just can't get on them.