I also have serious trust issues my friend because I have been stabbed in the back more than once by some people I never believed would have - my best friend. I let him in my home and he impregnated my sister behind my back. It ruined every trust that I have for human beings.
Seriously, they take pride in doing that kind of shit to newbies. Maybe they got the same treatment when they joined and they are giving it back to the next one in line.
I think that I have watch this as an animation, I'm not really that sure anymore because it's been a very long time but I'm glad to watch the video now.