The Blackangel

I’m sitting at home alone.

@Intetic If the game is as good as it looks, you're practically giving it away at that price.

If you were to see the inside of several rooms of my house you would think they were made of paper. I have notes taped up all over to remind myself of about four billion things.

I hunt for blood. It doesn't matter who it is. Someone that tried to help me, someone that tried to hinder me, someone that was indifferent. I kill all of them if the option is programmed into the game. That's part of the reason I like Hatred so much. Everything dies, and it's gory. It's also a reason I love death metal. I get to live out my fantasies. I put the faces of people from my life on the bodies of those that I'm killing. I imagine them begging and when I slice off something hearing them scream. I'm a sick bitch. Misanthropy, sociopathy, rage, paranoia, and an explosive temper and not a good combination. It's probably why most people tend to walk on egg shells around me. The fact that I always have a loaded pistol on me just makes them more nervous.

Seconds. MD affects not only your physical body, but your cognitive faculties as well. I literally have almost no short term memory. If you were to ask me what I was doing 10 minutes ago I couldn't tell you. I don't even know what room I was in 10 minutes ago. I have 3 FF8 files on my PS3. One that I have been playing more than the other 2. I tried playing the other 2, and have no clue at all why my characters are in the locations I found them at. I don't know what I was doing the last time I played the file, so I don't know where to go with them. I'm thinking of saying screw it and erasing them all. At least that way I'll know what the hell is going on.

That would be the entire game in The Legend Of Zelda. The original on NES. I had been playing it, and usually run through the entire game on the first quest. I was in level 9 heading to get the silver arrows, and the game froze. I wasn't happy, but I had saved just before I went in, so I figured no biggy. I reset the game, and my fucking game files were gone. The damn thing had erased itself. Needless to say, I was beyond pissed.

It depends on the game, and how familiar I am with it. Some I blaze through them, others I'll spend 6 hours looking at a rock.

Through my life that have been a total of 7 people who got on my good side and mattered to me. So a person literally has a one in a billion chance of being on my good side let alone a possible friend. One of them was my grandmother. She passed in 2006. The other 6 are still alive. And as I said, when you're on my good side I will kill or die for you.

The further I am from people the better. It’s that simple.

@StaceyPowers you’re better off. People will eventually betray you. It doesn’t matter what your connection to them is. Family, friend, colleague, etc. They will stab you in the back. It’s the reason I keep all relationships online. I don’t have the tolerance for bullshit. I can be your best friend or your worst nightmare. People tend to prefer the latter. And they have all lived to regret it. I haunt them mercilessly. And I don’t stop until I have destroyed everything they once held dear. If you are someone who matters to me, of which I can count the amount on one hand, I will kill for you or die for you without hesitation. Human life means nothing. Mine included.

If you mean creative because the player can build in them, then the sims are about the pinnacle in my opinion. If you mean creative because they’re unique, then there’s a hell of a list for that one. For recent games my favorite would be Dante’s Inferno. Hatred is another good one. Actually, Hatred is flat out awesome.

Got side tracked during a fight and quit paying attention.

Would I kill them? Depends on if I’m bored or if they were pissing me off. Watching their blood oozing out of the wound would be a hell of a thrill either way though. I’m indifferent as whether it bothers anyone else. If it bothers you, then you have 2 options. Piss off, or fuck off. I typically play one player games that more or less have a specific path that you follow. Some are a little more open than others, but there’s not a lot that have the option. Some may be attracted to violent games. But others may not. It’s not a lump sum. While I may be into as much blood and gore as I can find, another one may only like Super Mario World because he/she wants to bang the blue Yoshi. How do you know I’m not playing a mind game right now?

Why should I hide it? We're out there. We are the ones you see out and about that you just get that feeling to stay away from. The ones that something isn't right, but you just can't quite put your finger on it. A lot of people say we have ice water in our veins. There's a website I go to often that would make everyone here sick. To get an idea what is on this site, google "3 guys one hammer".

I don't remember what the game was, but I got into a tournament at a gaming café a long time ago. All of us who were regulars that were there every day knew each other well. I was out after about 3 hours. I think I was the second or third one that lost out. After it got late that night, I decided it was time to go home and get some sleep. I came back the next day and the tournament was STILL going! About 2 hours after I got there one of the guys playing just dropped. Everyone checked him out, and he was out. The owner called 911 and he was dehydrated and just exhausted. He spent 2 days in the hospital. He kept up with his gaming after he got out, and he's a professional gamer now and competes in gaming tournaments for some of his favorites that he's best at. At least that's what I heard.

I don't know if this counts as an accessory or not, but I have a Game Genie for NES, SNES, Sega, and a Game Shark for N64. I buy them because after a while the games get too easy. So I put in codes to amp up the difficulty so I have a little bit of a challenge at games that I've mastered.

Going through the training bullshit at the beginning of the game is what turned me off from it.

Everything that little bastard touches, whether it was a good idea or not, is instantly turned to shit.

Also when you can't afford a decent computer, you're screwed before you get started.

You're right for the most part. The main difference is that after the manipulation in game, we would probably kill the person just for fun. IRL, however, we typically wouldn't unless we knew we could get away with it, or the person pissed us off. We're reactive whereas psychopaths are preactive. Meaning they plan out their actions. They preplan, we react to the moment. Which typically makes a sociopath more dangerous because we are so unpredictable. BTW, "preactive" isn't a real word, it was just the best thing I could think of for a description.

Shigeru Miyamoto. For those who don't know, he was one of the original creators of The Legend Of Zelda. Of all the series I'm a fan of, I've been a Zelda nut the longest. Kinda hard to picture me really having all that much interest in gaming without it.

You forgot the third option. There are those of us who honestly don't care enough about people that hurting them and helping them all amounts to the same thing to us. If I kill someone in a car wreck, oh well. If I save someone's life in a car wreck, oh well. Human life means absolutely nothing to us. Sociopaths. If it is interesting to me at the time, then fuck anyone who has a problem with it. Fuck anyone who likes it. Typically those people will never be anything other than differently colored pixels anyway, so why the hell should I take notice? With me personally, in gaming, I'm not your friend. If you happen to be going the same direction I'm going then whatever. But don't expect any kind of help or even reaction if you end up in a bad situation. I'm also the same IRL. Yes sociopaths can form an emotional bond, in extremely rare situations. But that doesn't mean we give a shit about anyone else.

Assassins Creed definitely. It's the reason I have initially hated it. But I have picked up the first 3 so when I feel up to it, I'm going to start trying it again. Also trying to learn those special moves in Twilight Princess was always a major pain in the ass, and is what made me rate it as one of the worst Zelda games, in my personal opinion.

Do you want the names alphabetically?